Breathe

With each painful breath that I take in

I can not help but think

How wonderful it would be

Without the pain

The constant need to breathe

Having no room

Clustered in an open space

Where nobody can understand

Update

 I know that I have not written in about a year or so but if all goes as planned I will start posting more poems more often. thank you for reading.

This is the day...

This is the day that you have returned
This day, you came back.
Telling me how you feel without words
Without saying anything, as your eyes and motions tell a story.
This is the day I wish I could say
What is on my mind.
This day, I have created a cage of my thoughts.
I have so much to say,
And no time to say it.
With fear that everything will restart,
That everything will disappear at the blink of an eye.
With fear that I will have lost without even beginning to fight.
That everything will just vanish at the thought of what could, or could not happen.

Newist in a while

It has been a while since I have posted anything since I have not had the ability (memory of a goldfish) to log in. I have remembered now, my password and email that I used so I can start posting again! :)

Gone

Its Painful

To live is torture

I'm practically dead already

Nothingness has consumed me

and nothing can save life

It is gone

Darkness is rising and nothingness is my new life

That will never be changed

It is unbreakable

Love has become meaningless because of a dark shadow that has become my biggest fear

Life along with that is losing its meaning

I am trapped alone in a crowded world sinking further into the unknown

I am broken and cannot be helped

I am dead and not even my family notices

Alone

Im alone

In this crowd full of people

Sifting through the stars that shine

Only to find a diamond in the rough

That will lead me to the world again

And introduce me to the light in which I have been avoiding

For far too long

books-from 7th grade...

One million or more

There are more books

More than I will ever be able to read.

They take us

They take you,

To a new world

A world unknown to maps

A new world for every book

Every book turns a page

Every page is a minute

Every minute is something new

Excitement, mystery, sci-fi.

There are many choices,

Fiction, nonfiction, adventure,

Horror, comedy, poems…

What kind to choose?

What kind do you read?

Which adventure you choose

Will be important when you begin