An Endless Wait

I remember that walk

One winter day

The birds chirping and singing away

We watch and we wait

To be taken away

To the place where angels await

Taken to a better place

You go on without me

Will I see you again someday?

I cry and cry and miss you some more

I love you          I love you

I wish I could tell you

I wish you were here

Come back

I need you

I can't live without

The love of my life

You left your heart

I keep it right here

I am waiting and waiting

For you to appear

For you to come back

And collect what is yours

Past

We are always holding on to the past

Sometimes that is ok

But we need to move on

We cannot grow if we refuse to let go of the past

If we stay put we will not be able to let go

If we continue to anchor ourselves to the sea floor

How then do we move on to get to the air to breath?

Without moving on you would drown in the past

Flooding yourself with nightmares

Dont put yourself through all that

Continue on as if nothing happened

Move on, continue to leave the past where it belongs:

Behind us

Think twice

More than twice if you have to

Think back to a time when you have struggled

Were being picked on

Or were just shy

Or getting depressed

Back to those bad times...

Now would you like to continue remembering that time?

Or would you rather forget and just move on?

Exactly, you want to move on

So then why must people always wish to know what we so much want to forget?

...

Nothing

Gone

Taken

Left

Missing

Disappearance

You have left

Sadness has taken you

and now you are gone

Your disappearance leaving people shocked

Worried for you 

Destroying happiness

Crushing dreams

The monster crashing through

Destroying any chance of hope

The end is near

No choice left 

But to run

Dreams are turned evil

Nightmares take over

Hell brakes loose

Depression destroying hearts, souls, life

Leaving nothing

But death
With no return
and no escape
...

The Bitter Truth

I ask for answers

You give me lies

Your words stab my heart and mind

They bring pain

You see,

It doesn't matter...

To you this is all a game

Those words will bite back

They will come back at you

One day the sadness brought to me will be yours

A chain reaction of hate

Soaring through hearts until it finds you again

Destroying all that lies in it's path

Pain will find you

Pain will get you for how you got to others

This you won't know

Until

It gets you in the end



First Time

This is my first poetry blog so i hope you people... whoever is reading this.... likes the poems that i write. i would love to see what you guys think too so please comment :)
~miau~